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Eric Claptons song, Tears in heaven, has always been one of my favourite Clapton songs. He originally wrote it to his son, who died 4 years old... Since Nikolas died, I've played it over and over again... I think I must have heard it a million times..
In the beginning I could only think that, in spite of everything, I would see Nikolas again, on the other side.. And that, one day we would be together again, and everything would be the way it should be, mother and child... I guess it was a way of making it through the day... As the time pass, and days go by, Claptons words have come to a new meaning: Would you know my name... If I saw you in heaven... Would you hold my hand... if I saw you in heaven...
I feel now that I know what he meant when he wrote this song... I did not quite really get it at first.. I mean: The words stand there, we read them, we understand them... But the feelings behind it.. I get it now..I know what he meant...
The fact that I don't know the answers make me sad and uneasy... And I'm just not as sure any more, as I was earlier.. of what awaits us when we die...
My darling Nikolas...
Will it be the same... If I saw you in heaven...??
In the beginning I could only think that, in spite of everything, I would see Nikolas again, on the other side.. And that, one day we would be together again, and everything would be the way it should be, mother and child... I guess it was a way of making it through the day... As the time pass, and days go by, Claptons words have come to a new meaning: Would you know my name... If I saw you in heaven... Would you hold my hand... if I saw you in heaven...
I feel now that I know what he meant when he wrote this song... I did not quite really get it at first.. I mean: The words stand there, we read them, we understand them... But the feelings behind it.. I get it now..I know what he meant...
The fact that I don't know the answers make me sad and uneasy... And I'm just not as sure any more, as I was earlier.. of what awaits us when we die...
My darling Nikolas...
Will it be the same... If I saw you in heaven...??
2 kommentarer:
Det e en nyydelig sang ;Siv Elin.Kanskje ikke så rart at man hører den rett som det er på radio også. Klem
Käre ven, det er samme tanker jeg går i om Linus. Länges til vi igen skal väre sammen, men bliver så trist ved tanken, at det jo sikkert bliver helt anderledes end det var her.. For selvom vores själe skulle mödes på den anden side, så kommer jeg jo aldrig at kunne holde ham i favnen igen og märke hans varme händer på min hals og alt det jeg savner så inderligt. Alt det som vi kun kan have så länge vi er her.. Men måske gör det ingenting. Måske er det en mere inderlig oplevelse på den anden side og måske savner man det ikke, når vel man er der..
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